coffeetime!

why do you always want what you don't have? and once you get it, you want something else?

swamped with work, I slept through the entire afternoon, all my laundry and dishes undone. I was so hungry when I got home that I ate the pasta only half done right out of the pot. now I feel sick and try to use that as an excuse to not go to the gym. the movie I tried to watch was so predictable that I fell asleep after ten minutes, woke up to the last scene and got the whole plot anyway. damn 3 bucks I wasted. my ipod played weird stuff, and alanis morissette quite convincingly sang about "the only kind of love that there really is". but why doesn't it seem to work in real life? when it should?

yes, I am procrastinating big time. the big fat scary scene needs to be learnt, and I am still sick from that pasta al concrete. I might go to the gym instead...

and I am not unhappy! I wanted it this way. maybe just a little fitterhappier. I need air.